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No Man is an IslandOgni cosa ha un motivo, un significato e delle conseguenze... basta aspettare!
July 04 dA gRANDEE' divertente... Da piccolo pensavo semplicemente che diventare adulto significasse avere una chiara visione delle cose, di ciò che si voleva fare e di dove si voleva andare affrontando gl'inevitabili imprevisti che tali decisioni purtroppo comportavano! Essere risoluti, pronti a decidere e decidersi... ecco cosa significava questa trasformazione per me! Adesso vedo... Le cose sembrano delinearsi e ritengo di essere diventato adulto quando... quando guidare non mi mette più paura, anzi diventa divertente, quando rimpiango i compiti in classe e le interrogazioni, quando guardo le foto e mi rendo conto di quanto faceva schifo il modo in cui mi vestivo, quando non so più con chi sto parlando, quando organizzo le vacanze per filo e per segno... e poi vanno completamente a monte, quando leggo il giornale e mi rendo conto che la vita è sempre uguale, quando per emozionarmi avere davanti agli occhi una piccola vita, quando voglio scrivere qualcosa che penso e se aspetto più di 5 minuti quel pensiero mi sfugge del tutto, quando ingoio il boccone amaro ben sapendo che non potrò mai farla pagare a nessuno, quando vedo una persona che ho lasciato indietro e non mi ricordo più perchè l'ho lasciata indietro, quando comincio a pensare di essere comunque stato utile a qualcuno in qualcosa, quando i ricordi hanno un sapore dolce, ma restano pur sempre ricordi, quando quando guardo camera mia e mi rendo conto che sono due anni che non la guardo, quando un amico vecchio non lo puoi più sostituire con nessun altro, quando il fuoco brucia e non pensi ad altro se non al fatto che quel pezzo di legno che ci hai buttato poteva assumere qualsiasi forma ed invece ora resterà cenere per sempre, quando ti siedi la sera a pensare, ti rendi conto che sei triste e ti dici che sono solo paranoie e domani non ci penserai più quando l'indomani davvero non ci stai pensando più, quando sai che puoi farlo, ma hai paura di per quanto tempo potrai farlo, quando riesci a far coincidere l'alfa e l'omega, quando poi riconosci che non sei diventato ciò che volevi essere, quando ti giri indietro, e dovunque tu stia andando non puoi non lasciarti scappare un sospiro di rimorso per ciò che nel frattempo hai già perso.... quando senti il vento, e lo sai che ormai ti è entrato dentro... quando tante altre cose che potresti non le scrivi, perchè le hai pensate e perse e comunque ormai è ora di andare a letto e a cosa serve tutto questo...? May 10 7 astounding years into the G Key ( Part II )KISS MY EYES (2006)
Time got me so confused and my emotions faded the man I was before never seemed so fainted all the weakness of my mind I was trying to pull behind but there was something there in the dark always stirring my mind
Never thought there could be anyone Never thought I would have done it through
kiss my eyes, play the game with me In a Starry glance I dive my dreams Kiss my eyes, play the game with me in a caress I dive all my dreams all my dreams
So I had to write my song like under a spell some little waves on a shore were the sound I chased I held your trembling hand with the tremble of decision but in your misty smile I found the way to your lips
Never thought you could be the one Never thought I was so involved in you
Kiss my eyes, play the game with me In a Starry glance I dive my dreams Kiss my eyes, play the game with me in a caress I dive all my dreams all my dreams
I don’t know… were have you gone? Is this my time or it is not? You little girl inside my mind Are you the answer to all of my life? Kiss my eyes, play the game with me In a Starry glance I dive my dreams Kiss my eyes, play the game with me in a caress I dive all my dreams all my dreams
Falling in love with you I'm falling in love with you Never thought you could be, my girl, the summon of all my dreams
Kiss my eyes, play the game with me In a Starry glance I dive my dreams Kiss my eyes, play the game with me in a caress I dive all my dreams all my dreams
The Sacrifice (2007)
Woke up one more night My vision seemed so kind The whole world stood inside And by the end of dreams I understood the way I thought my mind was taking over me
But then another sun awoke And then again the same turmoil Screamed into my ear their names Something chased me My crimes creep in my skin Dissatisfaction brings the taste of bloody sins
My Heart is dying Just trying to save my mind I cannot be afraid I cannot be afraid I cannot be afraid My Heart is dying Please stop the Sacrifice I cannot be afraid I cannot be afraid I cannot be afraid This time…
So sins stood in my way And I tried to pray But first forgiveness must be inside ourselves No one can see The curtain closed on me The loss of my self esteem
But then another sun did wake And another little pill Shines before my raging eye Something rises me My vision stands still Tonight my knife is gonna bleed
My Heart is dying Just trying to save my mind I cannot be afraid I cannot be afraid I cannot be afraid My Heart is dying Just stop the Sacrifice I cannot be afraid I cannot be afraid I cannot be afraid No More...
WINTER NIGHTS (2008)
Running over the limit I’m checking my engine The motorbreath that creeps away Bending down on my Fate My hand closes on it Trying not to fear it slips away
That damn night’s stuck in my mind When shadows took your time And all my answers never reached for you And when I last opened your eyes My agony burnt twice Into my sadness I embodied flames
TWISTIN, TURNING, BLAMING, RECKONING MY LIFE WAS ALL IN YOU
Cry watching the end of life And rise another time Like a Sun survives the clouds in winter nights And Execute my mind won't wipe out all our time won't even help to break my Love for you...
Can't you see I am clapping, clapping at my riddles now burning on the flames of realty The way that you left, Like the dive of a leaf, brought me to a state of consciousness
Thinking again of that odd night When shadows called your time And all my answers could not get to you And when I last opened your eyes My agony burnt twice Into my sadness I embodied flames
TWISTIN, TURNING, BLAMING, RECKONING I COULDN’T STAND STILL ANYMORE
Cry watching the end of life And rise another time Like Sun survives to clouds in winter nights And Execute my mind won't leave your thought behind won't even help to break my Love for you...
FROZEN WINGS ((2008 Reached the goal, hit the bull’s eye My rifle’s ready for another shot But years gone by and now I can see All my shots were aiming at me
I don’t trust you but neither me Must have reached insanity In this nightfall I can see All we do is just sweep away Is it all so unreachable Why cannot we reunite and open up our eyes My hope burns me Makes me wanna scream But when I look around It’s only a sea of faces I can’t believe We're soldiers of our Fate But when I look around ooohh That sea of faces Is it me or is it you? Is it the passion I can't choose? Stoned by Time and amazed by Space Velocity is our slayer
And while the crew is all aboard And while the world has start to burn All those Joker's laughs I hear show the curve is at its end Is it all so unreachable Why cannot we recall, the downfall of our lives
My hope burns me Makes me wanna scream But when I look around It’s only a sea of faces I can’t believe We're soldiers of our Fate But when I look around ooohh That sea of faces Chasing our own shadows Using our frozen wings this is not the way to make it work
Story Of A Poor Happy Boy (2004- reprise 2009) Please take my hand, I'm going nowhere There's something hidden in a lonesome man But I can't forget that when I look in your eyes There's something secret that's just passing me by Love is all I can give Love is all that I need Can you now hear me? Explain me the way... I have no gods but I've something to say This is the story of a poor happy boy Who met a girl who speaks with her eyes About a new Dawn in which now they can dive... Love is all I can give Love is all that I need And now I live with smile on my face... May 09 7 astounding years into the G Key... ( part I )
TRIP (2003)
Walking down the streets I can't find out why all my life it seems trash spread wide everything I've seen Every place I've been seems so far away and I want to be alone it's my trip it's my trip and my dreams are B&W and my past is coming back in my heart there's a blood stain I want you and no one else What do I wanna be? A loser or a bum Coldness in my heart, I need to be drunk All I want is Love, not a little thing Gotta search outside, gotta start my own trip it's my trip it's my trip and my dreams are B&W and my past is coming back in my heart there's a blood stain I want you and no one else How will the trip go? Mary Jane or Love? Destiny will choose, in its hands I lose Now my thoughts are flat, what am I gonna do? Like a swan in a lake, I swim in my Fate it's my trip it's my trip and my dreams are B&W and my past is coming back in my heart there's a blood stain I want you and no one else
NONAMESONG (2005) Life you know is like a drop of rain you can't control were it's going to hit you just can try to turn the cheek Love and hope sometimes can't be so strong and we demand to find out what went wrong but being wrong is not always a mistake
look at all the things you've done log on log your fire's still burning on
I wanna hear your sound I wanna Jump Around I wanna thrust you to a better day I wanna hear your sound I Wanna jump around I gotta say you must respect your dreams Time has come to wash your pain away the war goes on and you must find your own peace keep trusting in your strong hands
Take off those sunglasses I do not mind What you're not ready to see
I wanna hear your sound I wanna Jump Around I wanna thrust you to a better day
I wanna hear your sound I Wanna jump around I gotta say you must respect your dreams
REITERATION (2005) My life drifted away it's background tunes were the bells of summer dreams playing loud we broke the rainy clouds and took the side of fireflies dancing in the night we were dancing in our light another night into your arms thought all of this couldn't have an end but when we stopped playing our music loud paradox: was then the time we had to wake got what you need? what about your dreams? and all the sacrifices between Background days like today are the poison in our veins like poison in our veins Now untied, some doubts enter my mind is it fair to give another try? So much time to fix a broken pride is it right to risk with another lie? Hope betrays a lot but it can't be stopped 'cause my strength lies in its lies Now I decide to live another time Trip you're the reason why my biggest alibi I believe in you I will believe in you I believe in you I must believe in you...
THE SECOND BEAT OF YOUR HEART (2006)
Where’s the place in which our dreams get fixed? Maybe in the forge of a god smith Maybe eaten by a dragon called lifefear Or simply hidden in another kiss... In something you said? In the look in your glance? In your smile I end my quest Let me listen to the second beat of your heart like a thunder far beyond Let me listen to the second beat of your heart rumbling whisper of the child inside
Listen to my clearing voice My certainties are now enjoying The stream of this black river full of pain Named indecision only after the choice
It was something you said! The look in your glance! That fear is no more my guest…
Let me listen to the second beat of your heart like a thunder far beyond Let me listen to the second beat of your heart rumbling whisper of the child inside
It’s not easy to look destiny in its face Because future can never be seen The only thing we can do now is trusting ourselves And “give our heat away”
Let me listen to the second beat of your heart like a thunder far beyond Let me listen to the second beat of your heart Hoping that wave will drive us so far…
MAD HATTERS (2006) Tea time Am I the one who's waiting for the signs to come? Am I the one who's chasing all the lies of God? Am I the one whose will has left the grace of pride? My time to run away finished with the knowledge of my mind Nothing is over, until we say goodbye We're Mad Hatters and our laughs will break the sky nothing is over until someone tells us all the truth We're Mad Hatters and we'll soon get rid of you Are we the ones seeking for a better place to be? Are we the ones whose chances you can throw away? We’ll pick our turn out there to scream out loud our names 'cause we're Mad Hatters and our cups of tea will never fail
Nothing is over, until we say goodbye We're Mad Hatters and our laughs will break the sky nothing is over until someone tells us all the truth We're Mad Hatters and we'll soon get rid of you...
August 27 Sempre più...Batman...E' ormai da mesi che non scrivo più niente qui...
E' ormai da mesi che non do segnali di vita a molte persone...
E'ormai da mesi che ho scelto che vita fare... o forse no...
Molti dubbi assillano le pagine bianche della mia mente, bianche non di azioni ma di pensieri! Una volta la mia testa poteva assomigliare ad un libro, magari un libro ad episodi, ma comunque qualcosa di riflessivo e discorsivo, qualcosa che poteva seminare un germoglio di discorso nell'altrui agenda!!!
Ormai da mesi però la mia testa si è trasformata in un'agenda... non c'è più spazio per ponderare o capire, scavare nelle mie questioni, nelle mie abilità, nelle mie mancanze, nei miei ricordi! C'è solo la prossima cosa da fare...
Certo, sono molto migliorato, ho un maggior autocontrollo, una determinazione che sa essere autorevole, tutte le carte per rivincere in tutte le sfide che mi vedevano sempre sconfitto!
Eppure ho cominciato a perdere terreno in tutto ciò che sapevo controllare... ho il fiato corto, non sento più il collegamento, la scossa elettrica che mi dava ciò che ero prima e che mi ha portato a divenire quel che sono.
E le parole, perfino le mie parole non si riconoscono, non si allacciano con la fermezza e la sonorità che possedevano una volta... e peggio che mai, non esercitano più quel potere ipnotico e curativo che influiva sul mio modo di essere.
C'è dunque una sconfitta nella presunta vittoria???
Io ero sicuro di essere riuscito, di aver raggiunto il punto di massima pienezza per una base di partenza che poteva essere la spinta per non smettere mai di evolvermi... ed invece...
Ora le parole mi sono ancora amiche, ma le vedo cambiate nel cadere giù sul mio cammino, mi guardano in maniera differente, mi chiedono il perchè del loro utilizzo, scuotendo la testa...
forse perchè non gli piace essere utilizzate per scrivere su un'agenda...
Batman deve cambiare, sa che sta perdendo la battaglia contro il joker... ma il joker non può vincere, quindi decide di prendersi tutte le responsabilità di quello che succede! Decide di sembrare lui un assassino e di farsi bersaglio di tutte le accuse.. Si rende conto di aver sbagliato, si rende conto che il joker lo ha fregato e che egli aveva costruito un piano perfetto sotto il suo naso!
Ora deve redimersi, deve cercare di fare di più, ancora di più...
ma sa anche che ce la può fare! Se ha come amica la consapevolezza... April 13 Quicksand: le mie sabbie mobili...Quicksand JesusSkid Row
She caught the melting sky. A maze of tangled grace. Are we ashamed of our own fate? What do we need? Where do we go when we get where we don't know? What do we need? Where do we go when we get where we don't know? Quicksand Jesus, I'm so far away without you. Quicksand Jesus, I need you.
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